Saxiibkay markii uu I xumeeyay oo aan kala tagnay, aad ayaan uga murugooday , kaligay iska ooyayay, yaan waalidkaa araga xaaldaad ku jirto ayaan is iri oo aaday guriga saxiibtay Emily, dhamaadka usbuucyadana asagaan joogi jiray.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Subax sabtiya ayaan kacay xilli hore intaan saxiibtay kicin, si waxaan cuno uga raadsado, miiska anoo fadhiya oo cunadii cunaya waxaa soo galay, Emily hooyadeed, oo rajabeeto iyo kastuumo kaliya xidhan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waa naag bar yar naasa kuusan leh, da\u2019 ahaan 30 jir ah, lkn u eg 20 jir, indha iga soo haray, naag hada ka hir hunguri igama galin, aad ayaan ugu helay jirkeeda iyo qaabkeeda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sophi dhaqsaad kacdee ayay I tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haa waa caadadayda ayaan iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Raali iga ahoow si asturan uma labisniye, si fiican ma u seexatay xalay, ayay tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haa, sidaad u labisan tahayna wax qalada kama jiraan, waaba qurxoon tahay ayaan I iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Way dhoola cadaysay, intaan shaaha cabaynaay ayaan ku fakaray inaan u sarbeebo rabitaankagay oo ku iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jamie, ma kaala hadli karaa arrin, aanan Emily kala hadli Karin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haa dabca,ayay tiri ayadoo si macaan iigu dhoola cadaynaysa<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayaantaan waxaan ka fakarayay waxaan rabay kaniisaduna ay tiri, saan kuugu sheego maaqaan waaban xishoon, ayaan iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sophi wax kasta waad ii sheegan kartaa, ha ka xishoon, ayay tiri ayadoo faraheeda tintayda marinaysa, gacanteedii kala tayda dul saartay, dareenkii in siilku I dikaamayo ayaan igu bilowday<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waxaan ka fakaraa jiray naagaha, ma qaladbaa<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sophi, qalad maaha, waana sababta aanan aniguba kaniisada u aadin, waad ogatahay waxaan ahay lesbiyaan, sidaa dareteed waligay ku dhihi mayo dareenkaas ama fakarkaas aad qabtid, waa qalad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gacantii ayay iga salaaxday oo tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fikir nooceeya ka fakaraysay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Markaan arko gabar qurxoon waxa iga qabatay ma baashaysaa, hadana danbi ayaan dareemaa inaan waxaas ku fakaray<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aniguba markaan da\u2019dada jiray sidaa soo kale ayaan u fakari jiray, lkn dareenkayga waa qariyay intaan schoolka dhiganayay, intii aan xaaska ahaa, sanado bdan baan qarinayay, ee weli gabar ka dhunkan miyaa<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waan rabaa lkn waan baqaya ayaan iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Coffee gii ayay dhamaysatay oo mid kale soo shubato u istaagaty, xoogaa markay dariishada taagnay oo aamusnayd ayay ii timid oo tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sophi dhib aya aku soo maray xiriirkaagii xumaaday, waan ogahay, waxba ha warwarin, anaa ku baashaynaya baashadii u horeysay ee naag is baashaysaan, lkn Emily ha u sheegin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kala jeexa naasaheeda ayaan eegayay oo iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waa balan u sheegi mayo<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gacanta ayay I qabtay oo fadhiga ii waday markii aan fariisanay ayaan ayadii hoos u eegay, muuqaalka siilkeeda kastuumada ku sawirmay, ayadii bana eegay oo I eegaysa, faraheeda ayay dhabanka iiga salaaxday, oo dhinacayga u soo jaleecday, indhahaan isku qabsaday, bushimaheediina kuwaygii ku dhageen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Garabkay iga soo qabatay oo isku kay soo dhajisay, baasho jilicsan oo tii saxiibkaygii hore wax badan ka macaan ayay I baashaysay, saxiibtay hooyadeed baan jaqayay,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baashooyin dhaadheer oo isdaba jooga ayay ahayd, dhexdaan qabsaday isku soo riixay ana, inay iga heshay ayadu waan dareensanaa, carabkay afka ii galisay, si macaan ayaa carrabkeedu u soo dhadhamayay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baashadii ayay joojisay oo I eegtay, ma aynana hadlin, lkn is badal ayaan indhaheeda ka arkayay, jaqidii ayay meeshii ka bilowday, markaas ayaan dareemay gacaneeda oo salaaxaysa naaskayga yar, shaatiga korkiisa ka salaaxaysa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Markii danbe inta naaskaygii sii daysay ayay hal naas ka soo saaratay rajabeetada, oo gacanta inta qabatay ii saartay naaskii, ib adaga ayaan gacantaydii dareentay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shaatiga ayay gacanta hoos ka soo galisay oo naasha ii salaaxday, markaas ayaan maqalnay musqusha laga soo baxay, is jaqidii ayaan joojinay oo caadi u fariisanay, intii aysan naaskii ceshana si fiican ayaan isha uga buuxsay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Habeenkii Emily dhaqso ayay u seexatay anigase hurdaa iga imaan weyday, kacsi baa I hayay, kastuumadaan ganta hoos galiayay, salaaxay xoogaa, baashadii saaka ayaan ka fakarayay, naftuna waxay I tiri u tag, waana diidi waayay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irideedii ayaan tagay anoo laba labanaysa, gal laabo isku haya, qataarka laga furo ayaan gacanta ku qabtay, intii aan laba labaynayay ayaan dareemay illinkii oo furmay, ayadiina I hor taagan tahay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waan rajaynayay inaad adiga tahay qofka illinka taagan ayay tiri oo gacanta I qabaty, gudaha galnay illinkiina xirtay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jamie\u2026.., hadlkii baaba iga soo bixi waayay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sophi aniguba aad baan kaaga helay, ilaa aad gabar yar ahayd waan ku jeclaa, ayay tiri oo sariirtii ila aaday<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hortayda ayay istaagtay, sariirta dhinaceeda, si macaan ii dhunkatay, inta dhoola cadaysay funaanadii aan xirnaa kor u qaaday, ana gacmaha u taagay kor si ay iiga siibto, naasahaygii ayay salaaxday ana kuweedii,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waan ku jeclahay sophi ayay tiri, ayadoo jilib sii saaranaysa sariirta gacantayda haysa, ana sariirtii la fuulay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jilbaha anga oo ku joogna ayaan is eegnay, xageeda ayay ii soo jiiday oo I baashaysay, naasaheeda waaweyn kuwayga yar yar ku dhageen, waan is dhinac seexanay oo isa salaaxnay, gacanteedii I wada salaaxday, hoos iyo kastuumadaydii u daysay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Taabashadeedi ayaa laba qarxisay rabitaankii aan rabay ayada, kintirka ayay ii salaaxday, ayadoo baashadii igu haysa ayaan riimay, waan u baahnaa taabshadeeda, hadana waan u baahnahay, gacntaa ana kastuumadeeda galiyay, aad ayay u qoynayd, siil naag baan taabtay, kintirkeeda salaaxayay, saxiibkaygii hore halkaasaan ku iloobay. Jamie ayaa I leh ayadaan la joogaa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kastuumadii bay iga riixday, ana lugaa isaga siibay, ana teedii hoos u dhigay oo lugaha isaga siibtay, baashadii ayay joojisay oo si macaan iigu dhoola cadaysay, ayadoo faraha kula jirta tintayda oo salaxaysa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Qoortay iga dhunkatay, garbaha, dhunkashadeedii naasha tagay si aayar ah acrabka ugu wareejisay ibta naasha, hoos u dagtay caloosha iga dhunkatay, xuddunta carrabka iga galisay ku leeftay, ka dib hoos u dagtay iyo siilkayga<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Farxad baa I buuxisay, kor aya ii soo fiirsay oo tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I love you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I love you baa nana iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Indhahaan isku qabsaday, dhabarkaa dareen Ila godmay markii bushamaheeda iyo carrabkeedu taabteen siilkayga, wax jilicsan oo naxariis ah ayay ahayd, si aan saxiibkay iigu leefi jirin ayay iigu leeftay,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Riin ayaan bilaabay, jirkaygii hadba dhinac u boodaa, kontorooli waayay, miskihii dhaqaaq bilaabeen, ayadiina si boobsiisa iigu leefaty, kintirka iga jaqday muudsataaa hada. Siilka faraha iiga salaaxaysay, angii oo dha ayaa buuxsamay, sidii qof qarxi raba, sidaan inaan iska ahaado ayaan rabay, lkn jirkaygii ayaa iga awood badshay oo biyihii iga yimaadeen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kor ayay iisoo fuushay oo I baashaysay, siilkaygii ayaan ka dhadhansaday carabkeeda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Markaan aniga aay aayd inaan markii u horeysay naag hoos ugu dago, naashan ka jaqay siday ii samaysay oo kale ayaan sameeyay, markii aan siilka u dhawaaday, caraftiisa yaa kacsigii igu sii kordhay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haa xabiibtii, waa macaan, ayay tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Siilkeedu dhadha aan caadi ahayn ayuu lahaa, aad u qoyanaa, markaas ayaan ogaaday inaan bi raga iyo dumarka ka hesha inaan ahay, caawa oo dhan waan leefi karaa siilkeeda anoon ka daalin, kintirkaan carabka ku wareejiyay, mar ku garaacaa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jamie waa taahay riintay, inaan u raaxaynayo ayay taas markhaati u ahayd, weliba si fiican ugu raaxaynayo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Caadi ma tihid macaan ayay hadba I tiraahdaa<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Far baan galiyay uu ku jukeeyay kintirka dhuuqay, ka dib aayar inana u leefo bilaaby ka dib boobsiis, mikaha inay kor u soo qaao siilka afka iigu dhajiso ayay bilowday, riinkeediina sii kordhay, ka dib ku hadaaqday<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waan biya baxaya, waan iga imaanayaan, jirkeedii is galay, isla markaasna gariiray, ka dib waa dagtay, biyaheedii gacantayda ayay ka dareerayeen, anaigu waan ka leefay, biyaheeda waan jeclahay dhadhankooda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fartiibaan ka so saaray oo hab siiyay, dhowr daqiiqo si galgacayl ku jiri isku jaqnay, caawa oo dhan inaan la joogo waan rabay, saan isugu dhaganaano, isku haysano,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baashadii markii kala fuqnay ayay dhoola cadaysay oo tir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Macaan miiran baa ahayd<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Waan ku jeclahay baan iri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana waan ku jeclahay, orod sariirtaadii ku laabo, markaad u baahatid inaan raaxaysano ana waan rabaa. Igu tiri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anoo raali ka ahayn ayaan taay, ka dib markii aan hab siiyayoo xooga afka iska jaqnay, dharkaygii xiraty, ano lugihii daciifnimo ka dareemaya ayaan qolkii ku laabtay, dhaqsana hurdo iiga timid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Naag wacan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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